Hallaaww~ *Donghae's style

It's been way too long since I've updated this blog. I updated my blog in Asianfanfics, though.

Yes, asianfanfics. I have an account there to write, read, comment, and even blog about something related to fan fiction thingy, merely K-pop. (you see what you did there, Kpop?)

But I kinda like it there. I met some new friends because of this. From all over the world. And it's fun to spazz with someone who ships your OTP, no? Besides, I always love to write. I already made 2 fics there, starring my precious OTP Kyuhyun and Yoona. And it kinda improves my writing skill, so I don't regret it at all. n_n

Anyway, it's day 18th of the year 2012. Very very super late, I know. But.. HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I'll be turning 24 this year (thank God my birthday is on October!) and my parents, aunt, and grandma already worried about my future husband.

Yes. Future husband.

They're worried because I still don't have a boyfriend until this day so they decided to 'introduce' me to someone.

...I know this day'll come.

I don't mind being introduced to a guy, actually. It's nice to have new friends.

But I just wish 'my guy' will come all by himself..

Immediately. *crossing fingers*

When you love someone

When you love someone, you don't care how ridiculously they look, what clothes they're wearing, scars they got, or hairstyle they did. You just want to be with them. In the silence, sipping coffee while busy with your and their own gadget, or talking nonsense about anything that happened in your life. All of those things made you happy as long as you're with them.

When you love someone, you don't even know why you did. And when someone asked you why? You simply answered them by saying 'Why not?'

But when you love someone that much, you have to be strong enough to let go, when you know that you're not their source of happiness anymore. It hurts, but their happiness is your happiness.

Even when their happiness don't have you in it.

wake up, babo-ya.

You missed him. Who do you think you are? His friend? Okay, you are his friend. But both of you are not even THAT close to each other. How can you missed someone you never have? I bet he never thought of you. Not a mere seconds he ever thought about you, babo - ya. Why keep dreaming?

It's the time when you realize that sometimes dream is best to just stay as a dream. Reality does strike. And it strikes quite hard.

It's been too long. Wake.the.fuck.up.