I feel pretty good today. Not feeling empty like I thought I would be. The best part is : I'm not missing anything like I'm afraid I would. Maybe yesterday was just a phase where all my bad feelings actually do happened. And I feel sad because I'm not ready to face the truth that all my bad feelings were actually true. I'll...
...or so nice? Oh well, another (same) situation had happened (again). For the second time in a row, Universe. Wow. Is this your way of saying that I should forget about it all? An admiration can't do, now? Okay, then. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe... it's your way of saying that I shouldn't (couldn't) have these feelings because if it's continue then...
Lagi-lagi kali ini saya menyukai lelaki yang sudah jadi milik orang lain. Well, masih asumsi sih. Tapi berdasarkan hasil kekepoan saya, mereka sudah bersama sejak tahun 2008/9. Sampai tahun lalu pun masih bareng. Udah 2 kali pula mereka masuk ke mimpi saya. Ya, Mereka. 2-2nya. Saya bahkan ga terlalu dekat dengan dia. Ngobrol aja gak pernah. Nyapa aja gak berani. Tapi bisa suka....
I sometimes have this urge feelings to cry without even have a proper reason why I would. I just want to. And last night, I did. I cry my heart out without even knowing why I did.I just... need a hug, I guess.Anyway, It's been a long time since I wrote here, and I do miss writing, I really do. But... I don't...
