Oh, well

Hi Baby Iyor, First of all, I am very sorry when I first found out about you and mad at you when I knew that you have nothing to do with all of this. I am sorry for every bad thoughts I had about you before. Believe me, it's just my angry self talking. As time goes by, I finally accepted the truth...

Since I have nothing to do (well, I HAVE things to do, but it doesn't take much of my time, in fact, it's all about waiting) so I decided to write a blog! I know I haven't wrote in this blog for quite a while because I'm too busy fan-girl-ing HAHAHA. Well, what can I say, my babies makes me love them even...

I'm sick and tired of possibilities, expectations, what ifs, and all other similar things that can make your brain works two times harder than usual, and heart hurt a million times worse. I hate the expectation I had of you years ago when actually it's pretty obvious that you didn't gave me any. It was me. I'm the stupid one. I hate my...