Oh, well

i was driving home when suddenly a friend of mine asked me to help her with her poetry task.
she asked me to wrote her a poem about the number '10'.
at first i cannot think of a good words to put together.
but then i came up with this one and i actually kinda like it.

"Sepuluh angka sempurna.
Dua angka lemah membuatnya begitu.
Kita adalah Sepuluh.
Dimana aku yang tak akan sempurna tanpa kamu."

well, what do you guys think?
i like those kind of poem.
a poem with an easy words, and easy to understand.
anyone knows a site where i can find those kind of poem?
an indonesian one would be great.

thank you.
:)

i need comfort.
i need someone who can make me laugh
who can make me smile
who can comfort me in his own way
who can cheers me up when i'm down

and not just a talk.


hwaaaaa period time has turned me into a sensitive person.
and i don't really like it.

i'm stressed out.
and i need someone.
someone i want, exactly.
hahaha..
udah stres aja milih-milih.
:(

i guess this is the time.
to finally talk.
to make me a lil' bit relieve.

aduhhh.. niatnya mo lupa, eh kok susah ya? hahahaa.. *colongan parah*

by the way, hari ini ada virus baru namanya FUAD EFFECT.
gejalanya?

1. klo ditanya jawabnya lamaaaaa.. banget
2. skalinya akhirnya jawab malah ga nyambung
3. kata2 yg keluar dr mulut lo rancu a.k.a. gak bermeaning.

kalo udh terjadi gejala2 awal seperti diatas, hati2! anda bisa saja terjangkit FUAD EFFECT!



hari rabu pagi kemaren, liverpool gagal lolos ke semifinal champions 2008/2009. tapi gak malu2in. mereka nahan imbang 4-4. dan di babak pertama mereka udh unggul 0-2 (cuma butuh 1 gol lagi buat mereka lolos). sayang, di babak kedua permainan chelsea meningkat. jadi harus puas dengan hasil 4-4 dan tersingkir. tapi mereka ga ngecewaaiinnn! YNWA! haha..

dan gara2 itu, gw jadi penasaran sama final champions 2005, dimana liverpool melakukan comeback (sekaligus menghibur diri krn udh kesingkir di champions kali ini. ;p), akhirnya saya search youtube.
oh how i love youtube. ada highlights pertandingan Liverpool - Milan! dan men oh men. nntn highlights nya aja gw udh merinding disko. gimana gw nntn pas live 4 taun yang lalu ya?

kenapa disebut comeback?
- mereka ketinggalan 0-3 di babak pertama. (0-3 men!).

-komentator nya aja udh bilang gini waktu crespo nyetak gol ke-3 : "sorry to say, but i think this is gonna be a goodbye for Liverpool.."

- the thing is, AC MILAN is rocking the first 45 minutes.


and then the miracles happens...

-menit ke 52 Stevie G. nyetak gol pertama bagi Liverpool.
komentator : "could this be a greatest comeback in european football for liverpool?"

-menit ke 55 Vladimír Šmicer nyetak gol ke-2.
komentator : "miracles are possible.."

-Liverpool dapet penalti krn Gatusso ngejatohin Gerrard di kotak terlarang. eksekutor nya : Xabi Alonso. Kiper Milan (Dida) berhasil nahan tendangannya Alonso. tapi bola nya masih rebound. langsung ditendang lagi sama Alonso dan akhirnya terjadilah GOL KE-3.
komentator : "Liverpool has arise from the death."

-Akhirnya skor akhir 3-3, sampai perpanjangan waktu juga masih 3-3. terjadilah adu penalti. tendangan Schevchenko di blok sm dudeck, akhirnya Liverpool juara.

MEEENN.. gw pengen nntn FULL pertandingannyaa. ada yg punya gaaakkk? kalo punya mau dong yaaa.. :D

oiya, percaya ga percaya,hasil final piala FA 2006 antara Liverpool - West Ham United sama kaya Final champions 2005. mungkin ga se dramatis pas di champions, tapi hampir sama. skor akhir 3-3, adu penalti dan menang 3-2.
best moment : GOL ke 3 nya Liverpool yg dicetak sm Gerrard. itu gol GILA.



duh maaf ya kalo postingan ini BASI BANGET beritanya. abisan gw baru nonton highlight nya sih jadinya masih terngiang2 deh.
trus trus, klo lo mo bilang Liverpool udh tersingkir di champions taun ini kek, masih dibawah MU di BPL kek, bodo amaaaaaatt.. pokoknya : You'll Never Walk Alone! :D

there you are.
sitting in silence surrounded by all the whispering voice around you.
but you stay still.
ignoring them, your friends.

and then the time comes.
you stand up and start to share laughs with your friends.
including me.
there i realize,
i'm your friend.

maybe it's not the right time. maybe God save the best for us. but the same question pop in my head. when will the time comes? i'm tired of hearing "just be patient. it'll come for you in the end." or "maybe it's not the right time. maybe you'll just have to wait and be patient. someone will come for you in the end. " or "you're just too selective! when someone wants you then you ignore them". yea right. i'm just tired of waiting but i'm not that kind of girl who comes to a boy and shows them that i want them.haha. i guess now you know what my problem is, yes?

oh well, today i had another ladies day with the one and only otong! *i know, you're getting tired hearing her name, but what the heck? she's the one i go to when i need a getaway. right, partner in crime? ;p*
we watched PUSH at fx. *oh man, chris evans is so HOT!* and we were amazed with their superpower. especially the one who can change things. he looks like siauw. ria's lecturer in 4th semester. then i bought this cute little cupcake. nothing special with the taste though. i'm just curious with those yummy frosting on top of it. i bought the one with blueberry frost on top of it. and i like it!

mengagumi. satu bentuk kegiatan yg dapat dilakukan apabila ada ketertarikan dari 1 orang ke orang lain.
mengagumi. bisa dari jauh, bisa terselubung.
mengagumi. tanpa aksi, menjadi gak berarti.
mengagumi. terkadang sulit dibedakan dengan menyukai.

mengagumi. dengan khayal dan imaji tinggi = kebodohan.

i found this interesting blog called 'I Wrote This For You'
the writer expressed everything he/she felt and wrote it down just for this 'you'. i think it's their ex. they don't care if people don't get what it's all about, or thought that their writings also express what other people's feelings. 'cause they know their ex'll know what it means.
the writings comes with great pictures. really, you should see it.
here's 1 of my favourite and showed my feelings :

"But really, all we want, and I speak for the entire human race here, is contact. Someone to let us know that we aren't alone. That the world isn't a dream and you and I really are happening at the same time, even if it's not in the same place. That this is real. You're really there. I'm really here. We're real."

damn i'm hopeless.
i really am.
why am i always like someone who doesn't even notice me?
well, not that he doesn't know me, but really.
i feel like it's impossible to happen.
even sometimes i thought that maybe it is not impossible and anything is possible,
but i don't want to have high hopes.
i just like someone who calls me 'der' instead of 'je'. :(

oh well, i'm talking crap again.

3 hal yg gw sadari hari ini:

1. kopaja 609 dan delman bukanlah dua hal yg membuat perjalanan lewat BNI terasa sangat lambat.
2. gw kangen kuliah di syahdan
3. i'm just a friend material instead of a girlfriend material.



hal 1 :
selama ini gw kalo naek mobil lewat komplek BNI dan jalan pelan berarti gw sedang membuntuti kopaja 609 atau delman. tapi tadi, gw jalan lambat banget karena ada MOTOR didepan gw.
oh men. gw tau motor emang ngeselin dan bikin emosi. dan emang dia juga suka jalan lambat dan ditengah2. tapi ga selambat motor yg tadi di depan gw! paraaahhhhh!! ada kali 3 motor didepan gw jalannya lambat2 banget! udah bikin emosi jiwa dan raga, motornya ga bisa disusul pula! kacau deh ngeselin banget tadi motor2 yg didepan gw.hhh..

hal 2:
gw kangen syahdan.
gw kangen kuliah disana.
duduk2 di tangga depan admisi, ngemper di lantai depan kelas, duduk di depan kelas sambil ngeliatin ujan (klo lg ujan), dinginnya ruangan2 di syahdan klo pagi2, suasana nya yg nyaman bgt krn hampir mirip sekolahan. pokoknya semuanya deh!
walopun syahdan ga ada eskalator / lift nya, walopun kantin di syahdan makanannya bgitu2 aja, walopun di syahdan ga ada bon2, walopun di syahdan lebih gampang kena asep rokok,walopun nyari parkir di syahdan diatas jam 9 susahnya ampun2an,.
tetep aja gw kangen kuliah di syahdan!

hal 3 :
temen gw banyak. semenjak kuliah di binus apalagi. makin banyak. terutama cowo2nya. secara gw masuk jurusan IT dimana lebih dr 50% penghuninya berjenis kelamin pria. tapi apa yg gw sadari kayanya ga ada 1 pun diantara lelaki2 itu yg bisa nganggep gw lebih dr skedar temennya aja. hahaha.. gw akuin gw orangnya seneng denger cerita org lain dan lebih seneng lg klo bisa ngebantu nyelesein masalah nya. tapiii.. sekalinya ada seseorang yg menarik perhatian gw, kayanya dia menganggap gw hanyalah sebatas temen aja. a friend material. nothing more. hfffffffhhhhh... mungkin cuma pikiran gw aja atau apalah. atau lagi kena sindrom UAS seperti biasanya? moga2 aja iya.


3 down. 4 more to go.
1st combo is done. let's dealing with the other 2.
sisop & imk are waiting.
not to mention tba and webprog next week.
wish me a good grades for ALL of the subjects!
amin.
:)

if i should go far away, would someone ask me to stay?
would someone said : "i'll come and visit you whenever you want me to."
would someone wait for me here,at home?

if i had a terrible day,would someone be there to cheer me up?
would someone motivate me and said : "i know you can do this."
would someone believe in me?
support all my decision, have faith in every decision i've made?

And when everything goes wrong, he'll be the one who still believe in me and said : "don't you worry dear, everything's gonna be allright. I know you can pass this through. Be tough."

Would someone ever do those things?

Don't mind this crap.
it's just me.
and my stupid feelings.



as usual.

seru ya ternyata klo lg punya masalah, ternyata ada temen lo yg masalahnya SAMA PERSIS sama lo.
jadi ngerasa senasib aja.
udah lama ga cerita2, eh ternyataaa masalah dia sama gw sama persis aja gitu..
klo dipikir2 kocak juga. pdhl kita udah lama ga ngobrol2 cerita2 ataupun curhat2. tapi kok ya skalinya crita2/curhat2 masalahnya samaa dan keadaannya sama juga!
tapi dia masih lebih beruntung dibanding gw. gw ga tau apa2. at least dia masi ada tau2nya dikit lahhh.. (cuma gw sama dia ni yg ngerti ini masalah apaan. hahaha.. :D)

yahh moga2 aja semua nya cepat berlalu ya nyong? (kesannya ada masalah apaaaa gt pdhl si ga sgitu nya. lebai aja gw.haha.. :D)

duh postingan yg terinspirasi dr crita 2 teman yg lama tak bercerita2 nih.
gapenting lah ah sebenernya.
yg penting ituuu.....

rabu besok UAS GRAFKOM meeennn!
ayo belajar demi meningkatkan IP!
*kata2 selangit pdhl mah online2 aja gw ga blajar apa2an

hari ini adalah hari krisis pede gw.
tiba2 gw ngerasa ga pantes.
banyak yang lebih hebat dari gw tapi kenapa mereka ga berani.
apa iya gw bisa?

mendadak gw ngerasa gw telah jeblos ke dalam lubang yang sbenernya gw tau bakal bikin gw jatoh tapi kenapa gw masih jalan diatas tu lobang?

semoga aja gw ga jatoh.

meanwhile, i'll keep my finger crossed to see Felipe Massa win the championship title of the year 2008. ;)