Oh, well

Kita emang ga pernah tau apa yang bakal kita alamin, apa yang ada di pikiran orang-orang terdekat kita, apa yang mereka mau, apa yang mereka rasain, kecuali mereka ceritain semua nya ke kita.

Kita emang bukan paranormal atau seseorang yang punya sixth sense sehingga bisa tau apa yang orang lain rasain. Tapi kita punya hati. Hati kita bisa tau dan ngerasa kalo ada sesuatu yang beda.

It's all about the feelings inside your heart that will lead you to the truth.

Hati ini egois. Maunya nyuruh kita ngerasain apa yang dia rasain tanpa tahu konsekuensi apa yang akan kita hadapin nanti kedepannya. Yang penting dia dapet rasa yang dia mau. Kedepannya dia bakal sakit atau ngga itu urusan belakangan. Egois sekali bagian tubuh manusia yang satu ini. Sekaligus juga bodoh.

Disinilah otak dituntut untuk memainkan peranannya lebih kuat. Kalau hati itu bagian tubuh yang paling egois, otak ini bagian tubuh paling kasian. Udah disuruh mikirin kerjaan lain, pikiran lain, masih aja disuruh bantuin hati mikirin konsekuensi yang bakal dia hadapin kalo dia ngerasain sesuatu yang seharusnya ga dia rasain.

The never ending battle between the heart and the brain. Who will win? It's for you to decide.

But in my case, brain rarely won. Selfish heart is selfish. And stupid.

K-Pop have been ruining my life, literally. I can't stop watching them and stalking their life, streaming their performances, shipped them, and even bought their albums. LOL.

Before K-Pop, everytime I hear someone says "A-cha!" I would definitely thought about Hindi people with their famous left-to-right headshake. But now, I only think of Super Junior and their dance moves. *shrug*

K-Pop, what have you done to my life?
I have no life now. *sigh*

Once there was a boy and a girl. They were besfriend for almost a year. Even in that short period of time, they were close enough because they have the same problem. They've been single for a while and liking the untouchable person.

Nope, this is not a story about two bestfriend falling for each other. They were purely bestfriend. No other feelings come to their mind.

They share every single story until one day, he told her that he'd been seeing this particular girl and decided to make her his girlfriend. As a bestfriend, she was happy that he finally met someone who'll filled his day with love and happiness. Of course she will. He's her bestfriend.

But one thing crossed this girl's mind. Will that make him far from her? Him having a girlfriend? Will she not be able to share her stories again with him?

She asked him about her thought. And he replied : "I'll never leave you. You're my bestfriend after all. I'll always be there whenever you need me. Friends and family comes first for me."

Which she replied : "oh really? I don't think so. When you've fall for her, I mean, real deep, you'll prioritize her. Over your friends."

Him : "no way! Friends comes first for me. Really."

And now one year later. His life is all about that girl. He'd gone 'missing'. Not like the way he used to be. It's just different.

It is true,then. When feelings come, words are not necessary.

She doesn't hate his girlfriend. In fact, the girlfriend is a reaaaaaallllyyyy nice girl. She likes to have a friend like her.

But she missed her old bestfriend.