Oh, well

Yesterday i was having a me time.
Sebenernya gw pengen nge post kmrn jg.
Tp apa daya,besoknya(hari ini)gw ujian.
Dan isi dr ujian itu kbnykn hafalan mati. (well, YANG KELUAR CUMA 2 HAPALANNYA.HAHA..
jadi ya apa mau dikata baru bisa ngepost skrng deh.
Jadi ceritanya kmrn itu gw janjian sm tmn2 gw bwt bljr brg di perpus buat matkul peminatan kita,pdb a.k.a. Perancangan database. Dr hr rabu, gw udh ngidam bgt pengen sour sally&burger king. Akhirnya gw berencana buat pergi ke snayan city.

Sendirian.

Bonyok lg pd ke bandung jdnya ya drmh ga ada org krn ade gw jg balik sore.makanya gw nyantai2 aja pengen jalan2 dulu sambil ngemil sour sally.

AWalnya temen2 gw pd mw ikut, tp akhirny ga jd krn mrk punya acara masing2. Jadilah gw ke sency sendirian.

Dan akhirnya bnyak yg nitip macem2.

Awalnya gw pergi ke gerai sour sally dan gw langsung memesan medium sized,green tea flavor topped with mochi & fruity pebbles.



Dan trnyata mas2 yg ngebuatin pesenan gw itu sangat royal. Mochi + fruity pebbles yg dia kasih banyak banget!sampe udh mau abis aja masih sisa banyak bgt mochinya!woohooo i'm lucky! ;)


Speaking of titipan,
Titipan pertama dtg dr adit. Dia nitip buku BREAKING DAWN.


Titipan kedua dtg dr ade gw. Krn gw mw ke sensi, jd gw berinisiatif nanya ke dia mau nitip apa. Dan dia nitip mie tarik + burger king.




Karna gw jg lg ngidam burger king, akhirnya gw setuju beliin dia dngn syarat dibagi 2. (buat makan malem.since i'm on a diet,i don't want to eat one big whopper all by myself! ;D )


Berhubung tas gw kecil,akhirnya gw tenteng2 lah itu barang2 sampe masuk ke mbl lg.
Ga penting emang. Disaat harusnya gw ngafalin teori, malah pergi ke sensi cuma buat makan fro-yo. Tapi yaa emang dasar lg niat nyetir dan pas ada mobil, jadilah gw ngautis kaya kmrn. :D


Ade gw yg janjinya pulang sore,trnyata baru pulang jam 7lewat krn dia ke rmh cwnya dulu. Jadilah gw sendirian di rumah dan ngafalin bahan ujian pdb dh! Ada untungnya juga ternyata. Ngafalnya jd lebih gampang dan masuk ke otak. walopun ujung2nya yg keluar di ujian cuma 2 dr hapalan yg mati2an gw hapalin kmrn. udh gt yg bikin emosi, dari jaman nya UAS SBD(sem4),UTS PDB kmrn, sampe UAS PDB tadi, keluar 1 pertanyaan yg slalu sama : "Apa yg dimaksud dengan Database Lifecycle?" Sampe bosen gw liat pertanyaan nya! tapi emang dasar ga ngafalin itu dan udh ga dipelajarin jg,jadi lupa deh. haha.. tapi masi diisi kook masi ada inget2nya dikiiiittt.. ;p

berasa udh slese uas deh pdhl mah baru hr kedua. wish me luck for the other *sigh* 5 ya! ;D


Oiya! Baru nemu(nyadar) bbrp quotes bagus :

"don't wonder why people got crazy. Wonder why they don't." -Meredith Grey

"you might say i'm a dreamer. But i'm not the only one." -Imagine,John Lennon

"every new beginning comes from some other beginnings end." -Closing Time,SemiSonic

Lovely,isn't it? ;)

P.s. : pengen nntn bride's war!

if i should go far away, would someone ask me to stay?
would someone said : "i'll come and visit you whenever you want me to."
would someone wait for me here,at home?

if i had a terrible day,would someone be there to cheer me up?
would someone motivate me and said : "i know you can do this."
would someone believe in me?
support all my decision, have faith in every decision i've made?

And when everything goes wrong, he'll be the one who still believe in me and said : "don't you worry dear, everything's gonna be allright. I know you can pass this through. Be tough."

Would someone ever do those things?

Don't mind this crap.
it's just me.
and my stupid feelings.



as usual.

seru ya ternyata klo lg punya masalah, ternyata ada temen lo yg masalahnya SAMA PERSIS sama lo.
jadi ngerasa senasib aja.
udah lama ga cerita2, eh ternyataaa masalah dia sama gw sama persis aja gitu..
klo dipikir2 kocak juga. pdhl kita udah lama ga ngobrol2 cerita2 ataupun curhat2. tapi kok ya skalinya crita2/curhat2 masalahnya samaa dan keadaannya sama juga!
tapi dia masih lebih beruntung dibanding gw. gw ga tau apa2. at least dia masi ada tau2nya dikit lahhh.. (cuma gw sama dia ni yg ngerti ini masalah apaan. hahaha.. :D)

yahh moga2 aja semua nya cepat berlalu ya nyong? (kesannya ada masalah apaaaa gt pdhl si ga sgitu nya. lebai aja gw.haha.. :D)

duh postingan yg terinspirasi dr crita 2 teman yg lama tak bercerita2 nih.
gapenting lah ah sebenernya.
yg penting ituuu.....

rabu besok UAS GRAFKOM meeennn!
ayo belajar demi meningkatkan IP!
*kata2 selangit pdhl mah online2 aja gw ga blajar apa2an

entah kerasukan setan apa, atau mungkin kerasukan kata2 dosen PDB kamis kemaren, mendadak teman skripsi saya semangat sekali ngomongin masalah skripsi. pas gw udah bisa nebak arah pembicaraan dia adalah mengenai skripsi, pertanyaan pertama gw adalah :
"temen kita satu lagi siapa nyoongg??"
dan jawaban dia selalu sama : "gw sih maunya **** je.." (nama disensor demi kebaikan kita bersama.haha.. :D)
balasan jawaban dari gw pun ga beda alias ini ini aja: "lahh kata lo kmrn si **** sama si gegabah?"
dan akhirnya dia pun menjelaskan kronologi jawaban dia yg itu itu aja. karena dr kmrn2 stiap gw tanyain masalah temen skripsi dia selalu ngejawab kaya gitu dan yg bikin agak emosi ni org ga nanya2 ke **** nya! (daripada disensor mulu ga enak liat bintang2 mending skrg kita sebut **** sebagai si jago coding yg selalu telat alias SJCYST).
FYI : kampus gw memang rada aneh dan agak di bete in sama temen gw si bebeUngu yang anak UI karena skripsi nya berkelompok maksimal 3 org. :D

selain masalah teman skripsi, yg jadi masalah lain adalah : kapan mendingan kita ngambil skripsi nya? semester 7 atau 8?
si temen saya yg udh fix jd salah 1 teman skripsi saya ini (sekarang mari kita sebut dia si sori sori) lebih pengen mulai skripsi di semester 8 karena dia pengen benerin nilai2 dia dulu dan pengen buat ipk jadi 3 koma. sedangkan gw pengennya semester 7 karena setelah berkonsultasi dengan sesepuh2 himti yg skrng lg skripsi dan tinggal sidang,(good luck ya kong,fiz,ka,li,ne' dan semua yg mau sidang! :) )mereka lebih menyarankan agar gw ngambil skripsi di semester 7 aja. karena keuntungannya lebih banyak. diantaranya :

1. lebih gampang nyari perusahaan karena bisa dilakukan pas libur sp.
2. waktunya lebih panjang (5 1/2bulan semester ganjil,4 1/2bulan semester genap.
3. lulus nya lebih cepet jadi bisa magang2 dulu slama nungguin wisuda
4. klo mau ngulang matkul yg blm lulus bisa di semester 8
5. klo gagal masih bisa ngulang di sem 8 jd ga perlu bayar uang gedung lg klo gagalnya di sem 8 dan hrs ngulang di sem 9

tapi ada beberapa kendala juga :

1. harus konsen di skripsi dan mata kuliah lain di semester 7
2. kalo skripsi lulus tapi mata kuliah lain di semester 7 ngulang ya sama aja boong

nah kalo kelebihan di semester 8 :

1. lebih tenang ngerjain skripsi nya karena ga berbarengan sama mata kuliah lain kecuali mata kuliah yg ngulang
2. erm.. baru kepikiran 1 sih,. :D

kalo kendalanya :

1. nyari perusahaan nya pas di sem 7 . jadi bareng sama kuliah reguler di sem 7.
2. klo gagal, mesti ngulang di sem 9 dan bayar uang gedung lagi.


makanyaaa gw jadi binguuungg! mana pas malemnya gw online sama si sori sori, dia bilang kalo SJCYST katanya udh mau skripsi bareng kita tapi masi blm yakin dan kata si sori sori dia mau nya juga smester 8 karena dia mau bagusin IP dulu. men oh men! gw lngsng protes ke si sori sori "IPK nya udh 3 koma gituuu kmrn gw liat pas masukin nilai tm webprog!"
jawabannya si sori sori ga enak : "ya lo tau lah standar dia kan tinggi je."
hahaha.. iya juga. sorii..sorii.. :D
tapi akhirnya gw berhasil ngeyakinin si sori sori kalo mendingan skripsi nya sem 7 aja. dan klo emang SJCYST jadi mau 1 kelompok sama kita, gw suruh si sori sori bujuk dia buat ikutan mau skripsi di sem 7! :D akhirnya si sori sori bilang dia akan mempertimbangkan dan mau ngeliat nilai semester ini dulu.

speaking of this semester, rabu besok gw UAS Grafkom dan men oh men gw buntu banget ga ngerti apa apaan dan berharap temen2 gw ada yg bisa ngajarin. ternyata mereka semua pada ga bisa juga. hadooh hadoohh gw panik ni jadinya mo bljr sama sapaaa??? moga2 aja ada yg bisa ngajarin deh amiinn..
dan nilai gw & temen2 gw pada bagus semua. trs IPK kita naik semua aminnnn.. :)

oiya, kasih komen dong mendingan gw skripsi semester berapa? dan kasih argumen yg bagus juga ya! thx2!! :)

3 hal yg gw pelajarin hari ini.

1. kalo pulang diatas jam 5.30 jangan lewat rawa belong.
2.kalo aslab bilang hapalin aja berarti harus dihapalin
3.kalo ada kesempatan bagus, manfaatkan dengan baik.

argumen :

hal 1 : gokil! pulang jam 5.30an dari kampus lewat rawa belong dan men oh men hampir +-20mnt mobil gw diam ga bergerak di depan sekre BNCC. akhirnya ngikutin caranya M11 gw muter balik dan mutusin buat lewat belakang. gak sampe 15menit gw udah nyampe di pos pengumben!

hal2 : hari ini gw UAP SISOP dan kata aslab gw ngapalin aja codingan nya. hapal mati kok itu. and so i did. outputnya keluar meen! haha.. walopun setiap masukin inputan keluar kata2 "Segmentation Failed", but hey. itu di bagian LOGIKA. *kayanya.. :D* dan gw hanya berharap di sintaks kok. kan kalo kata ian : "sisop tuh kaya agnes monica. tak ada logika alias ngapal aja!" :D

hal 3 : gw duduk di bangku 3. dan di bangku 1 duduklah seseorang yg lebih suka gw sebut si gegabah. kita berharap yg duduk di kursi 2 adalah seorang yg pintar coding sehingga kita bisa sedikiitt ngintip codingannya dia *haha. :D* tapi kita sih hopeless aja dan ga berharap banyak. oh ternyataaa... yg duduk di kursi nomor 2 adalah Si Botak Yang Tak Gimbal Lagi (SBYTGL) dan dia jago banget ngoding. i mean, bener2 jago. gw sama si gegabah langsung mengucap syukur alhamdulillah mukzizat terjadi. tapi karena di kursi nomor 4 kosong, jadi gw takut buat ngintip ke SBYTGL. cuma beberapa yg keliatan dan itu sama kaya codingan gw. jadinya yaa sama aja boong. pas terakhir2 gw liat si gegabah jalan outputnya. dan ternyata.. si gegabah berhasil mengintip BANYAK ke SBYTGL sodara sodaraaa.. alhasil jalan lah codingan dia! pas keluar lab gw langsung nungguin si gegabah keluar. pas dia keluar gw langsung teriak :"HEH GEGABAAAHH!!! CURAANGG LOOO!!" dan reaksi dia : "lagi lo ada kesempatan bukannya di manfaatin deh mpok! pas lo keluar gw ngopi semua jawaban SBYTGL lagi!" oh damn. pantes dia sumringah banget mukanya. jadii sekarang kalo ada kesempatan ya mending di manfaatin deh ya! :D

kena sindrom saat2 terakhir kuliah per semester : sindrom deket sama anak2 kelas dan mikir bakal kangen sama mereka yg kerjaannya tiap hari ketawa kaya ga ada beban. emang dasar kelas 05Perkumpulan Autis TI.

IT-HAPPY hahayy! :)

gw lg down, ngerasa ga percaya diri dan ngerasa sendiri.
temen gw banyak dan gw lg ga ada masalah sama siapapun. orang tua gw lg suportif banget.
tapi kenapa gw ngerasa kaya gini (lagi)?
gw udh capek kaya gini terus! bosen!
i need support.
i need attention.
from someone who's really gonna be there for me all the time no matter what.
notice me.
i'm here.

beberapa hari yg lalu gw baca blog dan nemu quote yang kayanya (mestinya) bisa bangkitin smangat gw. kira2 intinya gini (gw lupa keseluruhannya) :

"if you're feeling down and lonely, just remember that someone out there is thinking of you."

hopefully someone is. *sigh..

akhirnya wi-fi kampus gw berguna juga.
selama ini koneksi wi-fi kampus gw ga pernah beres.
lelet banget dan bikin emosi.
tapi tadi gw iseng nyoba nge download greys anatomy season 4 yg episode terakhir.
dan ternyataaaa.....
laptop gw dan wi-fi binus bersahabat.
walopun harus ngulang beberapa kali.
tapi akhirnya gw bisa mendownload 697MB hanya dalam waktu kurang dari 30 menit!
kecepatannya tadi sampe 1MB/sec!
wohoooo!!
senangnya.
gw perlu nunggu lama lagi buat download.
ntar pas ada shift kosong gw coba download yg laen aaahh..
semoga aja sama cepetnya.
kan lumayan.

*melupakan hal utama mengapa gw membawa laptop ke kampus. untuk ngapalin koding buat UAP. oh well, ntar aja ngapalin lg deh. hihi.. :D

i did my practical final exam for web programming yesterday (err.. it's already wednesday since the clock in my laptop shows 12.38) okay, last monday i mean.
and it turns out to be...
ah, who cares? haha..
i just don't care about those code i wrote on my beloved Adobe Dreamweaver CS3 in the computer lab. all i wrote is the things i'd memorized the day before.haha. so let's just hope for a better grade in the theoritical exam then.

next friday i'll have another practical final exam. this time it's gonna be man and computer interaction. (it sounds silly when i translate it into english..) well in Indonesian it's called Interaksi Manusia dan Komputer. it's a subject about how to design a web. i enjoy this subject more than web programming. 'cause this one's not involve a lot of coding.

i'm on a diet (again) now! haha
i finally got my intention to start diet-ing again. yeay! and now it left me with another intention to have. an intention to start working out! yes people. what's the best thing to do when you're on a diet? working out! hope i'll start soon. VERY soon.

i love watching tv series. from the scandalous life of manhattan elites in GossipGirl until those amazing doctors in grey's anatomy. even i start to watch beverly hills 90210! the boys in those series are totally gorgeous! haha..
but i do miss F.R.I.E.N.D.S. and i'm happy to watch the ReRun show of season 9. 'cause that's the only season i don't have in DVD. and now i'm downloading grey's anatomy season 4 episode 14. i've just watched episode 13 and i can't wait 'till next week so i decided to downloaded it. 352MB and you all know how 'fast' speedy is. but luckily tonight the connection is not so bad. 3hours for 352MB download is pretty good,aiyt? and it's still 22 minutes remaining..

ow yeah,i happen to like watching E! this past week. and a couple of days ago i've just watched this special edition about the olsen twins. i forgot how i love their movies and tv series. and i have it taped! yeay! so i decided to watch it after the download is finished. i know it's already 12.58 and i should've already sleep but since tomorrow's class will start in 11.20, so i guess it's alrite.

after reading yuni's blog-my junior in college whose also an activist in HIMTI-about a movie called My Life Without Me, i decided to download it.and it turns out to be a kind of movie that'll make you cry and sobbing like a child. it's sad. and it's good. thank's yun for your recommendation and a link to download it! :)

i'm craving for sushi! well, actually i'm craving for Takigawa Japanese Cuisine.
i want their Tempura Udon or Chicken Katsu Curry Rice or American Sushi or Baby Octopus Sushi or Wakame Salad. (remember der, you're on a diet! puh-leeezee!)

haven't i told you about the new burger shop in Plaza Senayan? (i know, i know, i'm talking about food again but this one i should give a recommendation!)
it's called MOS Burger. a japanese burger. it comes in small size but in a variety taste!
i personally love all the kind i've tried. Shrimp Cutlet Burger, Teriyaki Chicken Burger and MOS Cheese Burger. it's delicious!you should try one! and it's affordable.

well, i think i have talked to much. mostly about nothing.haha. and the download file will finish in a sec *i hope*. so let's just wish my next practical final exam will be better than the last one. much much better.i need your luck! so wish me luck, 'kay? :)

for a few weeks later i definitely will have more tense.
well for example, next moday is our group due date for a web programming task about creating a system for cisco test verification (or something about that) and yes people, we're not done yet. in fact, we're not even start yet. and it's saturday for crying out loud!
and then, also a group due date for a research method task. i'm sure we're halfway to the end. *finger-crossed*
and to make it worse, a web programming practical final exam.
yep.
web.programming.practical.final.EXAM.

String UAP = request.getParameter("DAMN");

and that's only for 1 day!
this monday'll be such hell.
real life hell.

oh, how i LOVE monday!!!!

tadi siang gw liat metro tv mengenai serangan israel ke palestina.
korban2 yg berjatuhan.
and what i saw surely raised goose bumps on mine.
anak-anak kecil berkisar umur 5-8 tahun berdarah2 sambil jalan meluk something like a flag of their nation
bayi yang masih kecil banget lagi digendong and i'm not really sure of what i saw but i think he lost his legs.
(i was thinking it may be because of the bomb attack)
his father covered in tears, kissed him.
the background song was Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton.
and i feel hurt. so bad. i feel like i'm going to cry but i just can't. i'm just really sad and absolutely furious at the same time.
how could someone can't have a heart at all.
have you seen what you've done?
and you thought it was a good idea just to attacking and bomb-ing like that?
don't you have a heart at all?
what if those child is yours?
honestly, gw ga terlalu ngerti apa masalahnya sampe2 israel harus nyerang palestina kaya gini.
selama ini gw ga nonton berita. you can call me careless.
tapi satu hal yang ngebuat gw ga mau tau masalah perang adalah karena gw sangat sangat tidak setuju dengan perang.
dan kalo gw nonton / ngebaca masalah itu, hanya akan ngebuat gw ngerasa marah dan sedih karena ga bisa berbuat apa-apa.
jadi gw bertindak seolah gw ga peduli dan masa bodo.
but the truth is, i do care.
i want this to end soon.
but what can i do?
all i can do right now is pray to Allah and hope this war to end soon.
as soon as it can get.
hamba mohon ya Allah,
semoga ga ada lagi korban2 berjatuhan
apalagi anak2 kecil ga berdosa kaya mereka yang ga ngerti apa-apa tapi harus menjadi korban.
forgive their sins, and let them be peace by Your side.
amen.


P.S. : turut berduka cita atas meninggalnya ayah dari Aya, semoga amal ibadah almarhum di terima di sisiNya
dan semoga keluarga yang ditinggalkan diberi ketabahan.amin.

i just don't feel like chatting or ym-ing right now so i decided to post on my blog! it's a piece of unimportant crap i guess, so don't even bother to read. haha..

but hey, if you love quotes then it won't hurt to read some of my favorite quotes taken from movies,books,cartoons,songs,and famous people! here it goes :


"i travel almost half around the world when apparently the perfect man for me is living next door" -Gloria, Madagascar Escape 2 Africa

"3 words,8 letter. say it. and i'm yours." -Blair Waldorf, Gossip Girl

"For every beauty there's an eye somewhere to see. For every truth there's an ear somewhere to listen. For every love there's a heart somewhere to receive." -Ivan Panin

"Sometimes i wish that i was the weather, you'd bring me up in conversation forever. and when it rained, i'd be the talk of the day." -John Mayer

"Twenty years from now you will be more dissapointed by the things you didn't do than by the ones you did. so throw off the bowlines, sail away from the safe harbor. catch the trade winds in your sails. explore. dream." -Mark Twain, Samuel Langhorne Clemens

"Love will come through its just waiting for you" -Travis,Love will come through

"I can't live in a world where you don't exist." -Edward Cullen, New Moon

well, that's all i can think of right now. if i found any new quotes that i thought -subjectively- good, i'll post it again.

tomorrow is the first day of college after a not-so-long holiday. and guess what people? next week i'll have a practical exam! web programming. a subject where i'm not good at. it's all about javascript, JSP, PHP, SERVLET and all those java programming language that i don't give a damn about it. i really don't get it! well, let's hope that there'll be a miracle for me to at least understand what i'll write in those Adobe Dreamweaver CS3 code page.
please GOD i need YOUR help. and i need it BIG. pleasseee...

i thought i've already forgotten all about him.
then he appears.
right in front of me.
walked pass me by.
without even noticing that i'm there.
suddenly,
i'm hyperventilating.

here i am, sitting in front of my dearest compaq and accompanied by its mate, speedy.
alone.
doing nothing but watching all those tv series. gossip girl, grey's anatomy,90210.



and i'm hyperventilating.



by the way, happy new year 2009 everyone!
hope this year'll be better than last year!
new year,new hope,new resolution, new bf please? hahaha.. :D